Who am I? So many terms and spectrums of sexuality or gender!

Well, I'm a human being first and foremost, as I'm not sure categories always help. We are all on a spectrum of some sort so it will always be restrictive to try and pick one that fits to a tee. Technically I guess I'm a guy who loves being a girl but likes being a guy too. Re-evaluating a lot of my own ideas and ideals and coming to terms with the complex feelings Ive struggled with for as long as I can remember in a world that is not generally understanding about trans identities.

I adore feminity in its many forms from the physical to the psychological. I love the elegance and sensual application from clothing to jewellery, hairstyles, make up and perfume. The choice of clothing has always being so alluring with such delicate and sensual fabrics which compliment and entice. So many choices and looks, I've never always being sure whether I love women or are jealous of them. I'm sure it is a lot of both.

I am generally easy going but I'm starting to come to the decision to block anyone without content (and anyone who's content I do not agree with) . I had been a follower for years without content so that probably makes me a hypocrite. However recent months have seen big changes in my life and outlook. This is about expressing myself amongst like minded people who are also taking steps to express themselves. For me personally this is a huge step and I do not share all my pics publicly. I understand now the courage it has taken for others to do the same.

Siobhan x