What I want to vent about is the fact that my wife does not support me at all. She doesn't want or need to see my feminine side at all. Her mind is closed to that. I understand that it doesn't interest her but am very very disappointed. My dream would be to share my feminine side with my wife. I would so very much love to have her involved in every aspect of transforming from male to female. Would love to have her help with makeup, choosing clothes, dressing, and finally going out together. What fun that would be. Is it wrong that I want to share that with my wife. It would make me so happy. To my wife: Wanting to dress and present in a feminine way, the feminine illusion, doesn't make me weak or sick

 

2021 March

 

Had the time to take a few pictures before storing winter cloths and taking out summer cloths; will post them over the next few days.

 

Accepting the fact that I am a full size women and showing it in pictures.

 

Need to learn some makeup skills, went to the drugstore and bought red nail polish and lipstick,

 

2021 FEBRUARY 6

 

Took some pictures today.

Modelling some of my new aquisitions.

Will do it again soon trying to get a better look.

 

2021 JANUARY 3

 

Received some items from Reitmans today, was not expecting them before Tuesday.

 

My wife got the package. (A dress, 2 pantyhose, a girdle and a sweater)

  

2020 DECEMBER 13

 

Went to Reitman's for a sale got a dress these leggings a nice skirt and the pink coat.

 

Love them, I have a week alone at the cottage so I indulge in being the real me.

 

I had the corset for a few years but had not found the proper occasion to put it on. I love the feminine feeling it gives me.

 

2020 october 10

 

new set of pictures

 

shows that I have lost a few pounds went from a size 22 to 16-18

 

Reitman's is my favorite canadian store. Went shopping (for my wife!!!!) bought 3 dresses 2 skirts

 

feels great

 

2020 January 9th

 

My first day alone at home since … Got dressed early this morning, took a few pictures (I need a better camera and lighting) What a relief it had been so long.

 

The subject of my crossdressing has been put on the back burner as other news came to life. A good friend operated for a nodule in a lung, my brother in law has a terminal cancer…. I am continuing as before don't show don't tell but buying my own clothes now.

 

I continued my shopping and got a new red Christmas top and a nice pair of pants, a nice pyjama, a new dress (will get some photo later).

 

Went shopping today looking manly but wearing everything from my femme wardrobe underneath my coat.

 

What a feeling,

 

I need to get a pantyhose budget, went to 2 pairs in 3 days.

 

December 6

 

Going back to town, I will stop at Reitmans to get a pair of pants I have seen on sale. As nothing negative as been said I am continuing my shopping. I will add a few pictures of my new clothing.

 

December 2nd

 

My wife as not spoken of my crossdressing in the last few days, I will open up the subject again. I went on a shopping spree (might be the last), bought 5 bras on E-Bay and 3 matching panties. Bolder now, I went to a plus size women store, in person, and got (saying it was for my wife) a skirt, a blouse and a nice pair of ankle boots.

 

Now that there is no secret, I placed my dresses, shoes and pants in the wardrobe, sweater in my dresser and panties, bras in a drawer.

 

November 28th

 

Went to the cottage, dropped a bra and camisole while preparing my valise, my wife found them and asked questions. I told her that I loved tp dress as a women, loved her. She was surprised, had no idea.

 

October 1st

 

Pictures of new dress (size 14), borrowed/stolen from my wife. A little short a little tight (need to loose some weight or get shapeware) but fun. Longer hair.

 

Almost october 2019

 

I do not go out in femme mode, still very in the closet.

 

But I do go out in femme clothes, I now only have women jeans I wear every day, I go out wearing my Naturaliser flats on occasions. Went out wearing my capri jeans to the pharmacy. I put on mascara every morning and my toes are painted most of the time, great feelings. In colder weather I always wear a bra under a coat.

 

Later in september 2019

 

As I was putting away my summer wardrobe, I took some pictures. Should do that more often. Hope you enjoy them

 

Louise B

 

September 2019

 

Mature still very much in the closet. My wife of 44 years does not know or does not tell. I have been retired for 5 years and going to the cottage more often alone, this gives me more time to be Louise. I have now a little wardrobe, skirts, leggings, pants, dress, lots of panties and a few bras. Some borrowed from my wife, some bought on the internet and some jeans bought in store.

 

I can not pass and don't think I ever will but still I enjoy my moments as Louise. I do go out in my 14W women jeans, I wear some low heal Naturaliser shoes and during the cold season I will wear a bra under a coat. That is the extent of my coming out.

 

I intend to get more pictures in my galerie with some outdoor ones (being bold). I would like to meet others, even go out (in partial man/woman mode) with a tg and give her a good night out without any after thought. To treat her as the lady she is, would be my pleasure.

 

Louise