I am an 18 year old college freshman who is away from home for the first time. The experience has been exciting, and a little scary at times. I am just a small town girl

from the mid west, and my parents watched over me with love and care. And I am very grateful for that. I have lost some of my innocence now ...I am belong to a tall, strong, handsome young man, who disciplines me, gives me pleasure, and takes care of me...

No, it's not a politically correct relationship. But it's what I need.

I have also become aware that I am attracted to other girls. My Sir wants me to explore that side of my sexuality. He reads my emails: I will just be upfront about that, and I don't want to be intimate with a girl who would want me to abandon him, or deceive him..

I am not sure what I want, to be honest... I can tell you more about myself, but if you are just going to call me a 'fake', or a 'pervert', or try to make me feel bad about myself, just, please leave me alone. I am a good person, OK. I just want to talk to you...Love, Jill