Late 50's CD from the Pacific Northwest. Love nice dresses and skirts, but also love dressing like an everyday girl! I consider myself a techno-geek nerdy girly girl. Looking to get more active in dressing, meeting other girls for chat and possibly heading out in the near future. Would love to get together with other girls for dressing fun!

Update Fall 2024 - Finally realized that I am more bisexual, leaning toward other CD's and MTF transexuals. I still love women, but I think I've move on to gurls. It's been difficult to admit, but this is what I am, or at least I think. This shit is fucking hard!

Update Summer 2021 - Finally acquired two wigs and some makeup and made it out into the world as Molly! It was fantastic and a great thrill to be able to go out as myself! Speaking of makeup, I think I am addicted and hope to get better at it! I have had more time to dress this summer, but will have to go on hiatus for some time as I work out navigating this taboo addiction of mine with my spouse.

I have come to realize that this primal need won't ever go away and will probably get stronger. I have been dressing since I was 9 years old and in my teens and early 20's, I thought that I would outgrow or at least be able to manage these urges and be able to live comfortably as my male self later in life. However, I'm at that point now and realize this has not happened. This drive that many of us have to express ourselves as women is very strong and I understand why the suicide rate among our group is so high. With this and the history of mental illness in my family that I suffer from also, I get sad, angry and anxious with not being able to dress and act as a female at times. It get's difficult to live in a world that doesn't accept fully what we do and either holds us in disgust, pity or as a joke and very few of those around us know, or if they do, care about it. Sometimes I feel that I was not made for this world and feel like an alien in it.

Alas, I move forward doing the best I can for myself and my family, sometimes taking it day by day. I am grateful to all of you for the support that you give me and I hope I return it in kind. You are all so wonderful and beautiful and I am in awe of all of you out there who are able to express yourself as you feel inside, I know it's not easy for most, if not all, of us.

Please note, while I appreciate the attention, I am not into guys, mostly other CD's and women (BUT MOSTLY CDs and looking to experience getting together with another girl). While I have experimented with it, I'm not a big fan of filters. While we may wear makeup, spanx or certain styles to cover up and mask our imperfections, I appreciate girls for who they are despite their flaws and weaknesses. I don't like to block people, but I do it from time to time, especially those who are lewd (mostly men), don't have pictures to share, use filters or show private parts.

Hugs and all the best,

Molly