Hi, my name is Jessica Renee Flower. I am an occasional straight MtF crossdresser. I started dressing around 12 years of age. I had the desire and fantasized of dressing earlier but that was the first time I was alone with a closet full of women's clothes. I got my name Jessica when I was 8 years old. Some neighborhood boys made fun of me because they thought I acted too girly, and they started calling me Jessica. Well, I loved it and I knew then that was my name.

When I was young my grandmother was a beautician and owned her own beauty salon. On some days I would get off the school bus there and stay there until my mom got off from work. I loved being there. I loved looking at all the women’s fashion magazines and hairstyle books. She also sewed clothes for my female cousins. I loved going with her to the fabric store and looking at those huge books of girls clothes patterns. I would imagine myself wearing those pretty dresses. At that time I thought I was the only one in the world that had these desires.

Over the years I have been through so many accumulation and purge cycles it’s sad. I can’t even count them all. Finally when I was 45 I accepted that it is just who I am and I vowed to never purge again. I wish now I would have realized this earlier.

My photography skills suck, but I’m trying to learn more about it and lighting. If you are a good photographer and have any helpful comments and or criticisms I’m all ears as I am eager to learn more.

I love getting to know other crossdressers and hearing their stories. If you stop by please leave a comment or message. I always try to respond.

I am a little on the shy side and I have been trying to comment and compliment others more. I usually will do that a few times and if they don’t ever reply to say thanks then I get the hint and will stop complimenting that person. I understand everyone is busy but it only takes a second to say thanks and that acknowledgment means so much.

Thanks,

Jessica Renee Flower

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