2025 July - Since I am getting messages from critics and supporters alike about the variety of my photos, I want to be honest and clear. There are many photos of just me with professional makeup and a bit of foundational under-thinning garments. Those are the honest, true and raw Crystal.

Since I seldom get time for makeovers and am terrible with wigs and makeup, many times I just dress and pose and use FaceApp - ranging from very little to a whole bunch - to add hair and makeup and a bit of shaping. Still me, but the adjustments are digital.

Finally, I love fancy clothes but cannot buy most of them, so I download them, then create an avatar of myself called Crystal Monroe (Marilyn is an idol of mine). I use that avatar and those outfits with ChatGPT4.0 to create AI Fashion Shows.

I hope that helps. you understand what I am about!

2024 October. Some events have awakened me and I am focusing entirely on fashion and style. All else may be fun, but feel inappropriate.

2023 June: As I have come to an understanding of who I am. I am inter-gendered and while I try to stay to the high road, I do find myself allured by sexual and sensual trans women and other things “of the flesh”. I will work to restrict any explicit photos, to avoid offense. I am learning it is simply who I am. I do not want to transition to become a woman. I am happy as a strong male eager to feel and share that AND my feminine self.

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2023 May:

Wow! After years of secrecy, self-doubt, mis-understanding myself and not trusting my wife and life-partner of 50+ years. I shared the thoughts below with her. It was a rough re-start as she tried to come to grips with me and worked to understand it. She is doing great and so are we. Thought still confused and exploring and questioning, she has accepted that I am one person who embraces my full masculine and feminine gender balance. Life has never been better, praise the Lord and thanks to so many Friends here who helped me understand and share myself with her.

2023, January:

I have come to realize that I am "Inter Gendered". To me that means I love both my masculine and my feminine! I am not "trapped" in one body or the other. The feminine brings out the best of my entirety and balances me. I am working on updating my style to fit that definition and my age and size! As the song says so well, in "The Greatest Showman" - "This Is Me!"

Some time ago:

This is about the side of me that warms me from head to toe. The side of me that likes to feel the softer side of myself. Being Crystal completes who I am and how I serve others. It gives me an inner aura of that feminine mystique that emanates an energy that is incomparable to anything else I have known. It is not who "am" or what I hope to "become" it is how I "FEEL"!

This site will begin to explore that hemisphere of me and I welcome loving, encouraging, sharing friends here!

UPDATE: Some of my more explicit photos are restricted to Friends only, so Friend me if you are over 18 and want to see them! I would!

I wanted to update my page with photos that show how great I "can" look with lots of help from professional makeover artists. I don't crossdress often enough to development makeup and wig proficiency so just don't show much. But there are so many of you beautiful CD's on here that I wanted to honor you with face photos, not just naughty body part ones...though those are fun to and I hope don't offend. Welcome your comments. Another big photo shoot coming in soon so more posts coming...oxoxoxo

Long, strong, hugs,

Crystal