Hello I'm Holy a parttime crossdresser from Belgium

I love dressing up as a sexy woman and then fantasizing about being strangled which automatically leads to an amazing orgasm.

When I was about 11 years old and saw Brenda being strangled in the Hitchcock movie Frenzy, I discovered that it turned me on immensely and I began to fantasize in my bedroom that I was her, wearing my mother's pantyhose and heels.

That's how I had my first youthful orgasm. And I still think that was the most intense orgasm I've ever had.

From that moment on I was addicted to dressing up as a woman and fantasizing about being strangled or killed in some way while it turns me on and having the best (last) orgasm of my life.

It would be nice to get to know people with similar fantasies , we are a rare species.