PLEASE READ THIS XX

Just a big sensuous, (sometimes curious) loving girl at heart and have always been, literally from my very earliest memories and it's never subsided. Can't stand laddishness, blokeishness or macho men, muscles or body hair. I've always struggled to identify with males, especially those who prize their masculinity above all else because it's never meant a thing to me. I've never had the guts to allow the real me to really flourish and probably never will. Whenever I'm out and about town, passing women -big/small, young/old, pretty/plain doesn't matter- in the street I die a little inside at the thought that even with years of drugs, surgery, therapy and whatever other vile hoops there are to jump through, I'd still never really be one of them. Never have had a pink bedroom as a kid. Never to have blossomed in my teens. Never be a mum. I have plenty in my life to be thankful for BUT everything is overshadowed by this aspect of me. Really it defines me. Even so I love to see convincing T girls here, maybe it's just to see masculinity being erased - I don't really know. All I'm certain of is that I NEVER tire of dressing up and NEVER want to be anything other than feminine.

If you're a male who just wants to pull little panties over his hairy cock then I'd rather have nothing to do with you. This behaviour in my opinion indicates someone who despises women and wants to demean the beauty of femininity.

Anyway thanks to all you gorgeous, and more importantly, convincing and feminine T girls here for posting such beautiful photos and making me feel so bloody jealous lol. I'd so love to walk into my local bar all dressed up, but shall we say that's rather unlikely right now. Lots of love, Panzy xx