December 2020

Pandemic aside, this has been a break-out year for my expression.

From being visible, though still somewhat in the shadows, organizing and being there for pride and transgender flag raisings (historical moments on my base), basically "outing myself" on local CBC radio, being visible while teaching other about LGBTQ2+ matters and gender identity and expression, all while taking on a personal mantra to "be the change" and "lead by example". I'm not in the shadows anymore. I have nothing to hide; I'm proud of who I am. One will see in my photo feed, every day in December but one, I expressed my female self at work. Absolute acceptance from everyone and an overwhelming sense of pride and comfort for who I am.

2021...bring it on!

AMB

Jan 2020

My understanding of who I am is finally settling out. I now know (and actually have always know) I’ve got this feminine identity within me; I am bigender.

April 2019 Time for a major update.

I've had time to grow and reflect on my life. I am very comfortable in my total identity and now more than ever, with my female expression. After deep reflection on my past experiences and current state of mind, I now consider myself more gender fluid than a crossdresser.

As one gets older, life gets shorter. I want to live that life to my fullest and happiest I can, while also helping others.

I'm out more and more to friends, family and co-workers, with nothing but acceptance. Who knows what the future holds.

Michelle

Original.

I'm a straight, happily married guy who is among a great may who happen to like exploring their female side. I've been aware of this side of me since the age of 10, and believe it is just part of a full life. Other men enjoy racing cars or dirtbikes at break neck speeds, We on the other hand enjoy the feel and look of female clothing. To each his own. Everybody has their right to express themselves as long as it does not bring harm to others.

I like to be as passable as possable, enjoy jeans, and the office look. Please let me know if I have achieved the "look".

Michelle

2011 Update.

After having served my country for over 20 years and recently completing a stint in a hot, dusty, smelly, land locked country,(obviously not a location one can partake in our curious activity) it was time for a change. So in the spring of 2010, the uniform got hung in the back of the closet (behind some of Michelles stuff). Strange thing is, I found myself right back in the same hot dusty smelly place but as a civilian! With the work schedule keeping my away from home 2/3 of the time, the time I am at home I treasure, as a husband to my dear loving wife and as a father to my kids. This leaves little if any Michelle time, hence the lack of any recent photos. Next time at home, with the kids back in school, Michelle might be able to pop out of the box for a few hours.

In the mean time, I have tried some virtual crossdressing (face-in-hole, etc), but one really good site I found while looking for a new hair style was www.hairmixer.com. I have not yet decided if or when to change my hair.

Dec 2011.

I have decided to start a blog. I find I have some spare time on my hands and really want to start to get things out. If I can't express myself through dressing, I've decided to try writing. It may take me a while to get rolling. I hope it will be worth it. themichelleinme.wordpress.com/

M.

Toward the end of 2013

Time for some cleaning

I have decided it is time to do some cleaning up of my flickr account. In particular, the contacts list. I have been very liberal with regards to who has added me as a contact or added pictures to their favorites. This is now changing.

You may find yourself blocked for any of the following reason; No profile pic, no name, no pictures available, no profile write-up, no favorites available, images degrading women, exposed male genitalia, bondage, sexual acts or if you have any other pictures that I do not want my images to be associated with.

M.