i'm a 53 yo submissive woman. The first time my submissive nature showed up was when i was just a kid. i was an about 8 or 9 yo at the elementary school, when i was badly beaten and humiliated by a smaller girl before all our schoolmates. At the end of that public punishment i run away in tears, but it was not just shame that i felt...it was also excitement. i was just a kid but i was somehow turned on from being publicly humiliated by a smaller girl. And from that day i became friend and follower of that bossy girl. After that day i didn't have any submissive experience in real life. i have e very "normal" life and i'm happily married. But about 15 years ago i discovered that in internet i can give a virtual life to my secret submissive side, and this is why i'm here. my dream is to kneel to a younger girl and to serve Her, pamper her, being fully controlled by Her in my web life and give Her my total obedience.