Thank you for reading this. Realise it is a long one but necessary to understand where I am.

I hope it represents an honest view of myself I have really only been able to dress seriously since 2015

A middle aged closet heterosexual CD who loves to dress but can do only once or twice month who has been crossdressing intermittantly for a long time. Like many, I started young!

I love to see women dressed in formal clothes ,suits and dresses of satin, silk and taffeta and above all furs.

I am about 5'7 in my stocking feet , less overweight, than I was, blue eyes and greying hair but fit and active. my legs have been admired in stockings!

I had major cardiac surgery to replace a heart valve 11 years ago but remain fit and active.

I retired from a professional full time stressful job as a hospital consultant in the NHS in 2016 but have continued to do a number of professional activity's on a part time basis

At home, I can only dress and make up occasionally when my partner of 50 years who I think is unaware of Suzanne and would not approve

so I can only dress at home when she is out or away. i do not want to impair what is a very happy marriage so its difficult and I have be discrete and careful !!

I dream of days when I can out glamed up dressed i

My style is influenced very much by the 50's and 60's fashion when women dressed smartly on most occasions

I like sometimes to wear more dramatic makeup especially eye makeup and stylish clothes and perhaps over the top!

Power dressing I suppose I like to feel I am in charge...at least most of the time

At times I want to feel very dominant so I want to dress like that at times (see below my alter ego description) but in reality to go out I just want to look feminine but stylish.

I do not really do casual/slutty dress except of course in silky and lacey lingerie!

I confess to my great favourite of love of wearing are furs and satin/silk, figure hugging corsets, ff stockings and cocktail/evening dresses and skirt suits

In private and with other like minded girls ,I love Fetish wear and loved wearing leather (leather ,PVC, frilly petticoats etc) and I have explored this area of dressing especially for some pictures. but not in reality..

Since 2016 I have visited dressing services regularly mainly around London which I have enjoyed as they give me a opportunity to have a professional makeover, wear some fabulous clothes giving some decent photos displayed here and on Flicr.

I am especially grateful to all those who have given me fabulous makeovers and dressing sessions and taking so many pictures of me dressed especially Anna in Blackpool , Clare at AMC , Cindy at BWBG and Suzi at Chateau Femme, Kelayla

The results are what you see on my photo stream and I have acknowledged who took them for the most part.

I loved the clothes they chose for me to wear especially the wedding dress, furs, formal and informal clothes and lingerie

I am grateful for all the positive comments which encourages me more and I have had so many lovely encouraging comments .

I don 't think I look to bad at all dressed but have not been out much dressed

But Thank you so much to all who have seen and favoured my pictures in the last year.

I try to reply to at least some comments. Thats the reality of me

But below is the persona that I dream to be when dressed to be...... ( the reality is different !!!)

My Alter-ego is somewhat different !

Recently named a Dame and Titled Lady in birthday Honours for my dedication to the fashion and fur trade in particular so now need to be addressed by underlings as Dame Suzanne or Lady Suzanne

I am a High class Lady of independant means who likes to be adored waited on and pampered and whole

some might regard me as arrogant and very snobby ( probably true) but high standards of manners and class must be observed and servants must know their place and who is the boss ie ME those who server me well get well rewarded. Those who do not will be punished and dismissed.I expect utter loyalty

Upper class lover of fashion especially furs, leather and smart suits. hats and gloves are de rigeau, love silk and lace underwear and wedding gowns

Pleasing comments from sissymaids and servants are welcome provided I am addressed as Madam or Ma'am or your ladyship

I am high maintainence and need rich admirers who will spend money on me or give me a platinum Amex card .or both

I fly in private jets, stay at only the finest hotels and eat out at top class establishments

I do not mind tasteful nudity, the female body is something to be worshipped and adored and often covered with expensive silk and lace lingerie

My Motto "You can never be overdressed" and " only the best and most expensive is good enough for me"

I am only interested in rich admiring males who can act as slaves and who want to buy me clothes furs, jewels , cars and expensive holidays but in the bedroom I really prefer the company of ladies of similar class.and maids to serve and " service" me !

I do really not want see pictures of male genitals I know what they look like and I have a lively imagination.

Back to reality

a happy safe and bountiful 2024 to you all who care to read this

Suzanne xx