I'm a happily married man in his 40s who has always found the female form incredibly attractive.

I've also always had the desire to dress and see myself in a feminine form.

This isn't driven purely by sexual desires, however it does make me feel sexy.

I'd consider myself a closeted crossdresser.

What does this mean?

I've never had the courage to be open enough with friends and family about my desire to emulate the female form but am certain that I am just a man who likes looking and feeling good in women's clothes. My wife is the only person who knows about this (after finding some of my heels) and although she doesn't completely understand it, has tried to understand. I'm sure that won't be a quick process.

I absolutely love seeing my own body femmed up. I am not attracted sexually to men in the slightest. I am aroused by and attracted to women...especially in beautiful lingerie, heels et all...I have also come to realise that I admire and am aroused by the "female form" within a male body.

I believe that there's no such thing as "normal" and try to find beauty in everyone.

I've seen some amazing photos on Flickr and look forward to posting some more of my own soon.