Danielle

Liverpool

England

Thank you for all the fantastic comments you left me, I am deeply moved by them all and you've no idea how much you've helped me through some hard times. I am also on TV chicks but for the last year or so I've only visited that site a few times a month my dressing and photographs are quite obsessive this will change in the future I hope. the reasons are I don't believe it's healthy living the way I do and I wish to settle down and live a normal life , I don't know what that is yet but I'll know it when I'm doing it.....

this is an update on the 26th of October 2017. I realised I've come a long way since my first photos I've had Botox my face has thinned out a lot also I do use a little camera trickery a lot of tinkering with exposure tone and contrast. over the last two years I have used the selfie camera on a moto G5 before was a G4 I do have a Sony Xperia x z premium now but still used G5 most of the time. for photography which my pictures are on my hidden Facebook profile I use a Canon Powershot.

I do all- my own makeup, my own picture's and own every dress in them, plus a thousand more to choose from . i do love taking these pictures its my favourite hobby, I am an artist and a photographer. this has taken over those things in the last few years and i think I am chasing perfection! I do feel at the moment, very satisfied with the pictures I am taking. it's quite a struggle to watch what I eat every day and to be constantly thinking about diet and exercise. soon I want to leave this alone and get on with the life I wish for .... I've never been truly happy so many ups and downs, I have regular panic attacks and I do suffer with major depression. some days I'm very happy with myself then others can be devastatingly down where I can't move shuttle curtains and don't leave my home for weeks even. I would love to chat and talk about these things with anyone that would care to listen ,maybe help me. I am definitely open to any suggestions about what I should do where I should go I have lost a few friends and family members that committed suicide. for me, I can hold on to so many good things that do stop me from ever going down that road . I'd love to swap numbers any that would care to listen and I would certainly like to talk to anyone feeling the same way, maybe I can help ??....I hope I have a better future xxx Danielle aka Julie shimmer xxxx