it's time.

This is for yourself.

 

This is an important day for you.

 

Because today you’ve had a realization.

 

You finally know why you’ve been falling apart.

You know why you’ve been hurting.

You know who’s responsible for your sadness. For your confusion and tears.

And more importantly, you know that you’ve been lying to yourself, trying to defend this person and his actions.

 

And you’ve had enough.

 

Yes, you still care for the person that has caused all of this hurt.

And you’ll still be there to be a friend if and when he needs one.

But it’s time to stop letting him play with your emotions.

 

It’s time for you to pick yourself up and put the pieces back together.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

_____________________

 

the person who this is about will probably see this someday. but I don't care.

 

*this was on friends only for a while but then I thought that maybe this was exactly the thing someone out there needed to see.

 

Done