005.365 | this is gonna be hard
i think it might have been getting just a tad too cocky. having some really good realizations, learning lessons, fairly happy with the shots. whenever i think i'm cool i should just really get ready for the big old kick in the pants.
every one of the shots i took today looked like garbage to me. every one. i thought i had some clever ideas -- nothing really worked. so i was just sitting in front of the computer freezing. which is one of the things i excel at. i freak out so well. but, one good thing, i didn't for long. i just put my big girl pants on and started again.
my model is my very brand-spanking new starbucks cup. that i just had to have. and i am glad i bought her today because i think at least her arrival will be documented!!! ha!!!! so i know now this is not a cake walk. i mean, i knew it before but i only thought in terms of those insanely busy days i often have. i didn't think that a normal day like today--no pressure, easy peasy, would throw me for a loop. it did. that's life, right? wheeeeee!
but at least one really good thing happened: i am loving my 100mm. so that's good!
005.365 | this is gonna be hard
i think it might have been getting just a tad too cocky. having some really good realizations, learning lessons, fairly happy with the shots. whenever i think i'm cool i should just really get ready for the big old kick in the pants.
every one of the shots i took today looked like garbage to me. every one. i thought i had some clever ideas -- nothing really worked. so i was just sitting in front of the computer freezing. which is one of the things i excel at. i freak out so well. but, one good thing, i didn't for long. i just put my big girl pants on and started again.
my model is my very brand-spanking new starbucks cup. that i just had to have. and i am glad i bought her today because i think at least her arrival will be documented!!! ha!!!! so i know now this is not a cake walk. i mean, i knew it before but i only thought in terms of those insanely busy days i often have. i didn't think that a normal day like today--no pressure, easy peasy, would throw me for a loop. it did. that's life, right? wheeeeee!
but at least one really good thing happened: i am loving my 100mm. so that's good!