hellie_l
splitpersonality 88/365
Well, I'm tired tonight- have had a bit of cranky day - a bit stressed with work - the next couple of months look like a big long slog, a team member leaving, a new one to train, and one still in training at the moment. And, what's worse is that I've lost enthusiasm for my current role so beginning to feel resentful of the effort that all this will require.
In a couple of months my intention is to move on from it and Sydney, but stay in the company. It getting harder while I'm carrying out my plans and the study I need to finish before I move on, and it has me a little stressed. Been cranky at work today, think it's also hormonal. I don't approve of being like that, and my hormones never used to effect my mood but they have recently. Unpleasant for both myself and my workmates.
Actually, today I was more like a split personality, jovial and laughing one minute, but quickly irritated. And not that concerned about not showing it unfortunately. So the best thing for me, and luckily in my job I can do it most of the time, is to put my iPod on and focus on what I'm doing.
I have had some quite different moods every day this week - sad on Monday, yesterday feeling more normal in mood, but a little ugly, and today irritated and annoyed - I wonder what mood will prevail tomorrow????
This was me this morning while still feeling fairly relaxed and fresh (big hormonal zit on the other side of my face though so lucky my splitpersonality theme means I can chop off that half of my face in my photo. LOL!!!) I'm sure I will be fine and feeling happy go lucky by the end of the week. Just a few pressures mounting up that would be better handled if my body wasn't stirring things up of it's own accord.
I promise I will just GET OVER IT soon. I'm sick of me, too.
:-D
pentaxOptio + phototoolkit
splitpersonality 88/365
Well, I'm tired tonight- have had a bit of cranky day - a bit stressed with work - the next couple of months look like a big long slog, a team member leaving, a new one to train, and one still in training at the moment. And, what's worse is that I've lost enthusiasm for my current role so beginning to feel resentful of the effort that all this will require.
In a couple of months my intention is to move on from it and Sydney, but stay in the company. It getting harder while I'm carrying out my plans and the study I need to finish before I move on, and it has me a little stressed. Been cranky at work today, think it's also hormonal. I don't approve of being like that, and my hormones never used to effect my mood but they have recently. Unpleasant for both myself and my workmates.
Actually, today I was more like a split personality, jovial and laughing one minute, but quickly irritated. And not that concerned about not showing it unfortunately. So the best thing for me, and luckily in my job I can do it most of the time, is to put my iPod on and focus on what I'm doing.
I have had some quite different moods every day this week - sad on Monday, yesterday feeling more normal in mood, but a little ugly, and today irritated and annoyed - I wonder what mood will prevail tomorrow????
This was me this morning while still feeling fairly relaxed and fresh (big hormonal zit on the other side of my face though so lucky my splitpersonality theme means I can chop off that half of my face in my photo. LOL!!!) I'm sure I will be fine and feeling happy go lucky by the end of the week. Just a few pressures mounting up that would be better handled if my body wasn't stirring things up of it's own accord.
I promise I will just GET OVER IT soon. I'm sick of me, too.
:-D
pentaxOptio + phototoolkit