June 29, 2012 | {181:366}
[181:366]
There isn't any blame to be placed, hope was rekindled and in an instant it was ripped away. Only a few words and I'm left feeling as though my seams are tearing apart, and that part of me, the part I've kept buried so deep is emerging again.
It isn't anyone's fault, but this part of me is open, raw and exposed.
It tastes like acid as I try to breathe, burns like toxins as I smile. It has been so long I'd forgotten it was just an act.
I still can't bring myself to speak what needs to be said and I don't know if I should thank you for reminding me or just fade away to heal.
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I've had this idea in my head all week, and was just waiting for a day when I had the time to actually get it done in a way I was happy with. I feel it could have been better, and the vision in my mind looks a lot better than the shot does, but this will do. I'm hoping it conveys the text I had written for it.
I'm behind on flickr the past few days, I'll be playing catch up tomorrow and Sunday, as for tonight, well I'm off to enjoy a couple beers with a friend and forget about this week.
Click "L" to view on black.
June 29, 2012 | {181:366}
[181:366]
There isn't any blame to be placed, hope was rekindled and in an instant it was ripped away. Only a few words and I'm left feeling as though my seams are tearing apart, and that part of me, the part I've kept buried so deep is emerging again.
It isn't anyone's fault, but this part of me is open, raw and exposed.
It tastes like acid as I try to breathe, burns like toxins as I smile. It has been so long I'd forgotten it was just an act.
I still can't bring myself to speak what needs to be said and I don't know if I should thank you for reminding me or just fade away to heal.
----
I've had this idea in my head all week, and was just waiting for a day when I had the time to actually get it done in a way I was happy with. I feel it could have been better, and the vision in my mind looks a lot better than the shot does, but this will do. I'm hoping it conveys the text I had written for it.
I'm behind on flickr the past few days, I'll be playing catch up tomorrow and Sunday, as for tonight, well I'm off to enjoy a couple beers with a friend and forget about this week.
Click "L" to view on black.