aamandasmithh
who I am, who I'm not, who I was
This here is an update.
Something I do not do anymore, because I do not feel close to many people on here(which makes my heart ache a little).
However, there's a pretty massive change happening in my life right now, and I found the only way I can cope, and deal with the changes is to document them. I've recently become very heartbroken with thoughts of who I used to be, especially looking through the older pictures on my stream. I made the mistake of comparing myself to that girl and it's been a real mind fuck the past few days-trying to ground myself has been anything but easy. I do not have the time, nor the energy for hating myself anymore-for the things I am, the things I'm not, the things I was-because there are more lives at stake now. More happiness at stake.
I have a beautiful vintage camera my partner of now a year and half got me for my 22nd birthday. I'm hoping to slowly reveal the insane and at times beautiful things that will shift the next several months, and I guess years.
who I am, who I'm not, who I was
This here is an update.
Something I do not do anymore, because I do not feel close to many people on here(which makes my heart ache a little).
However, there's a pretty massive change happening in my life right now, and I found the only way I can cope, and deal with the changes is to document them. I've recently become very heartbroken with thoughts of who I used to be, especially looking through the older pictures on my stream. I made the mistake of comparing myself to that girl and it's been a real mind fuck the past few days-trying to ground myself has been anything but easy. I do not have the time, nor the energy for hating myself anymore-for the things I am, the things I'm not, the things I was-because there are more lives at stake now. More happiness at stake.
I have a beautiful vintage camera my partner of now a year and half got me for my 22nd birthday. I'm hoping to slowly reveal the insane and at times beautiful things that will shift the next several months, and I guess years.