Into Existence

I’ve learned that in life, everything is half-chance and half-choice; and I’ve realized that it takes a lifetime to figure out who we really are. There are many people, who know us, yet very few who accept us for what and who we are. Life for me is more that just a romance and fame. We’re living in a world were judgement is legal and I found out its tough to stay single in this world were everybody expects you to be with somebody.

 

My life never seems to be the way I want it; but I live it the best way I can. There are some things in life worth gambling on. And we always hope for the best and must prepare for the worst.

 

After those failed relationships, break-ups, disappointments, I could help but wonder…how many great loves do you think we get in a lifetime? What’s the harm in hoping and believing?

 

To be honest, I wasn’t sure what I believed. Tonight, I started to think of belief. Maybe it’s not advisable to be an optimist after those failed relationships. Maybe pessimism is something to apply daily, otherwise, how do you bounce back when reality come batters your belief system. And love doesn’t not, as promised, conquer all.

 

Maybe the past is like an anchor holding us back. Maybe I have to let go of who I was to become who I will be. It’s time to let go of my fears and embrace my dreams.

 

I’ve learned one of life’s toughest lessons the hardest way, and the hardest lessons are learned trough pain.

Done