ArtistofLife7
I can smile I swear. But apparently I'm a little rusty.
I consider myself a happy person. Positive and upbeat. One of my clients even exclaims that while he comes for my professional care and skills he also comes to me to soak up some of my positive outlook and happiness! So totally awesome!
Its easier for me to be other and upbeat for others. . . but on the flip side or rather in this case an INside. I often wear a smile on the external even when the inward is feeling down and out. I find this is rather hypocritical. . . like I'm really not walking my talk.
The past two years have been rough and while filled with awesome smile worthy times, others totally took me to my lowest spots and brought the darker more negative view on life front and center. I smiled allot when I didn't feel it, I forced myself to be upbeat even though I felt like crawling into a hole.
I'm not sure if that was good or bad in that grand scheme of things. Maybe it helped, maybe it hurt. I DO know now is this SMILE of mine is about to getting some reviving with 100% authenticity! :)
I can smile I swear. But apparently I'm a little rusty.
I consider myself a happy person. Positive and upbeat. One of my clients even exclaims that while he comes for my professional care and skills he also comes to me to soak up some of my positive outlook and happiness! So totally awesome!
Its easier for me to be other and upbeat for others. . . but on the flip side or rather in this case an INside. I often wear a smile on the external even when the inward is feeling down and out. I find this is rather hypocritical. . . like I'm really not walking my talk.
The past two years have been rough and while filled with awesome smile worthy times, others totally took me to my lowest spots and brought the darker more negative view on life front and center. I smiled allot when I didn't feel it, I forced myself to be upbeat even though I felt like crawling into a hole.
I'm not sure if that was good or bad in that grand scheme of things. Maybe it helped, maybe it hurt. I DO know now is this SMILE of mine is about to getting some reviving with 100% authenticity! :)