Gillian 0_0
Do you have an answer?
我不想知道你為她做過的事情。
我只想知道你會願意為我做什麼。
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My mom saw me on Flickr the other night and asked me, "Oh. Writing out your thoughts to another photo?". Normally this question wouldn't phase me, but she said it in a kind of mocking tone. And I also know she kind of thinks "photography" is a phase for me. Therefore, my first reaction was to be defensive and responded with something along the lines of, "Having a thoughts about something, like an answer to a question is better than no answer/thoughts at all, no??" Not having any thoughts about things would simply mean you're lost. But having a thought/answer, is a start. Having something to start with, allows for change. Having nothing, you remain in the same place.
Do I know if "Photography" is really just a phase for me? No. But I Do know that I enjoy it! There's no point claiming it's more than just fun and that it intrigues me. For now anyway. =) A lot of the times, we are keen on having definite answers to things. Because with them, we feel more secure, like "all is known". But that's a pretty naive way of thinking because it's not possible. Knowing that we have an Idea, however, and recognizing that all answers are Contextual... and only relevant to the point in time that they are made, allows us to be more flexible to change.
---Man, do I ramble or what? XD
This was taken at Union Station. At one point, this was the platform that my train arrived at in the morning. When I saw the spray painted letters, I knew I had to take this shot because it was already taken in my head.
It was much harder to take than I had thought though! >_< One-handed shots are HARD!! The low lighting and my shaky hands made this a bit blurrier than I'd expected. But I actually like the blur. =) What do you think?
[Kodak Portra 400VC @ f/2]
Do you have an answer?
我不想知道你為她做過的事情。
我只想知道你會願意為我做什麼。
********** **********
My mom saw me on Flickr the other night and asked me, "Oh. Writing out your thoughts to another photo?". Normally this question wouldn't phase me, but she said it in a kind of mocking tone. And I also know she kind of thinks "photography" is a phase for me. Therefore, my first reaction was to be defensive and responded with something along the lines of, "Having a thoughts about something, like an answer to a question is better than no answer/thoughts at all, no??" Not having any thoughts about things would simply mean you're lost. But having a thought/answer, is a start. Having something to start with, allows for change. Having nothing, you remain in the same place.
Do I know if "Photography" is really just a phase for me? No. But I Do know that I enjoy it! There's no point claiming it's more than just fun and that it intrigues me. For now anyway. =) A lot of the times, we are keen on having definite answers to things. Because with them, we feel more secure, like "all is known". But that's a pretty naive way of thinking because it's not possible. Knowing that we have an Idea, however, and recognizing that all answers are Contextual... and only relevant to the point in time that they are made, allows us to be more flexible to change.
---Man, do I ramble or what? XD
This was taken at Union Station. At one point, this was the platform that my train arrived at in the morning. When I saw the spray painted letters, I knew I had to take this shot because it was already taken in my head.
It was much harder to take than I had thought though! >_< One-handed shots are HARD!! The low lighting and my shaky hands made this a bit blurrier than I'd expected. But I actually like the blur. =) What do you think?
[Kodak Portra 400VC @ f/2]