Where my heart is now... (window #3/52)

"Sometimes you need to close your soul for restoration and let the miracles happen inside of you."

 

Restore my self confidence.

Restore my trust.

Restore my hope.

Restore my energy.

Restore my motivation.

Restore my creativity.

Restore my sense of fun.

 

Because I am not having fun and I have not been much fun. And I’m thinking that I must have really screwed up somewhere along the way to be paying the karmic debt that I am now paying.

I asked my friend the other day, as I tearfully apologized for being a drag, “You would tell me if I was horrible. wouldn’t you?” “Of course I would.... .... but I wouldn’t say it like THAT! I wouldn’t say YOU’RE HORRIBLE.... I’d just say.....ummmm.... I think there are a few things we need to work on. But...You're not.... you'll be OK. I promise.” I laughed, and she wrapped me in her longest, best “Don’t let go hug” as a bewildered customer stood there, waiting to be helped, probably wondering which one of us is dying.

 

I think I have a few things to work on anyway.

 

Under restoration..... heart and sole.... I mean, soul. (Too many years in the shoe department)

Done