Condensed.

When I was'nt out walking, cycling or at meetings.. I spent a lot of time alone in my room.. I needed this quiet time to wrestle with the car crash off my life and the damage i had inflicted on those around me.. I experienced an unbearable level of sadness.. everything was deep black and searing white.. It all hurt, on many days there was only darkness pain and rain.. In this pain I was reborn

Done