An incredible five year journey - 9th June 2020- 9th June 2025
Hello my bunnies. Photo on the left - taken 5 years ago. The one on the right - taken five years later - today (when originally posted!) :D On 9th June 2020 I was dealing with a lot of things. The 'remote', brutal break up of my last relationship. The lockdowns. The insecurity of being a crossdresser and wondering what it all meant. However, I knew we would come out of the lockdowns eventually, but I would also end up with having to recover from my ex girlfriend finally ending things (though she said she might contact me a year later to see how we'd grown - or not) and I was feeling rather down and listless. I didn't want her to cut contact, but I also knew our ship had definitely sailed. I set out to become the person I had kind of been before the relationship had started, some 4 years earlier, but now, I wanted something else. I just was not sure what. First thing was - I wanted to formally change my name. In 2025, that's been achieved. But as for all the other things that happened - the relaunch of my channel on You Tube, THIS Flickr page, my dance lessons, skin diode laser sessions, my hair growing and being styled in a feminine way. A new job! And.....oh yes....HRT, and aligning my body with how I think and wish and do ultimately see myself, even if some parts of the world - on and offline, disagree. As I have grown on this journey, I have learned so much about myself. One thing that has shocked me a bit is how strong I have become - as I weakened a bit physically, I became mentally incredibly strong - and I say that as someone who always thought I had good mental strength. I value kindness, loyalty, support, decency and politeness. I strongly dislike liars, narcissists, people who have an inflated opinion of themselves, and increasingly, I take a harsh stance against anyone who does not value me in their lives, by removing myself from the situation. So you can probably guess that the ex did contact me again. I was polite, but disinterested in continuing contact with someone who had treated me badly, unfairly and was ultimately playing games. You do NOT do this to people. It is not a decent thing to do. So, you have my gratitude - back then for your support, and now. Much love and blessings to you all.
An incredible five year journey - 9th June 2020- 9th June 2025
Hello my bunnies. Photo on the left - taken 5 years ago. The one on the right - taken five years later - today (when originally posted!) :D On 9th June 2020 I was dealing with a lot of things. The 'remote', brutal break up of my last relationship. The lockdowns. The insecurity of being a crossdresser and wondering what it all meant. However, I knew we would come out of the lockdowns eventually, but I would also end up with having to recover from my ex girlfriend finally ending things (though she said she might contact me a year later to see how we'd grown - or not) and I was feeling rather down and listless. I didn't want her to cut contact, but I also knew our ship had definitely sailed. I set out to become the person I had kind of been before the relationship had started, some 4 years earlier, but now, I wanted something else. I just was not sure what. First thing was - I wanted to formally change my name. In 2025, that's been achieved. But as for all the other things that happened - the relaunch of my channel on You Tube, THIS Flickr page, my dance lessons, skin diode laser sessions, my hair growing and being styled in a feminine way. A new job! And.....oh yes....HRT, and aligning my body with how I think and wish and do ultimately see myself, even if some parts of the world - on and offline, disagree. As I have grown on this journey, I have learned so much about myself. One thing that has shocked me a bit is how strong I have become - as I weakened a bit physically, I became mentally incredibly strong - and I say that as someone who always thought I had good mental strength. I value kindness, loyalty, support, decency and politeness. I strongly dislike liars, narcissists, people who have an inflated opinion of themselves, and increasingly, I take a harsh stance against anyone who does not value me in their lives, by removing myself from the situation. So you can probably guess that the ex did contact me again. I was polite, but disinterested in continuing contact with someone who had treated me badly, unfairly and was ultimately playing games. You do NOT do this to people. It is not a decent thing to do. So, you have my gratitude - back then for your support, and now. Much love and blessings to you all.