Injured in Battle

Drawing #104: Injured in Battle: June 26, 2012

 

Here's the story - I am in the battle - it's spiritual warfare - like no other - today I really got hurt - I was talking to a spiritual leader in the community - I was talking to them about helping their community create sustainable jobs and sustainable food supply via creating a worker cooperative grocery store in their neighborhood and they tried to literally sell me Amway. Now, I have nothing against Amway for some people, but this was astonishing - what I am offering is a way for groups of people to have sustainable income, democratic leadership, local currency and local food - that does not involve feed lots and gmo's and high fructose corn syrup, and what they were talking about is a few getting very rich at the expense of many... that's the old system that has caused the problem to begin with...

 

It just blew me away - like a shot gun - and in the drawing - its a big cut on my left leg - the left side is the intuitive side - the leg is the thing that keeps me moving - so it was a "set back" in moving forward - and there are 2 angels - that share 1 arm -

 

the angels are going to sew up my leg - the one on the right has the compassion and the one on the left has the needle and thread - both are needed -and behind her is the dragon - the Reptillian force that is blocking the Light - the thing about it is though that it's an illusion - it looks bigger and stronger but all we really have to do is ask Jesus to stand between us and it and it just disappears "Through Christ all things are possible" -

 

The lesson here is that I only get hurt when I give my power to a person and then find out that they have lost their way - the challenge is to rely on God.

 

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I am in the battle - it's spiritual warfare - like no other - today I really got hurt - I was talking to someone who claimed to be a spiritual leader - I was talking to him about helping his community create sustainable jobs and sustainable food supply and he wanted to tell me that a network marketing company was going to buy me back my time. It just blew me away - like a shot gun - he just blasted my heart wide open - it ate me alive cuz this cat has access to people - lots of people who depend on him and trust him and he actually believes that wholesaling telecommunication products for enormous conglomerates owned by the secret government is better for his community than a democratically run worker owned grocery that would supply healthy food and create demand for farmers both urban and rural - I got done talking to him and I just said to God - take us - kill us off and we'll start over and maybe this time we'll do things differently... I am sorry God - I am sorry it took me so long to wake up - so there I am - the angels are going to sew up my leg 0 the one on the right has the compassion and the one on the left has the needle and thread - both are needed -and behind her is the dragon - the reptillian force that is blocking the light - the thing about it is though that it's an illustion - it looks bigger and stronger but all I have to do is ask Jesus to stand between me and it and it just disappears - the problem comes when I have a belief that someone is on our side, when they are not - that's when I get injured in the battle. I can be so naive.

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