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7/24 Not much changes, although I have found another girl living quite close. We even had a chat in a cafe together and hopefully will have more, she's full time, I had to be in drab. Oh I wished I didn't. Anyway am taking a small step to my future and at 63 finally getting my ears pierced. I ought to have done it forty or more years ago, only am now as my Mums eyesight has got so bad, that she'll not notice, she's 95 and didn't even approve when my sister did. I've reorganised my weekends to get two afternoons and evenings dressed and having odd extra days when I can. Still closet but I know getting out is getting closer. I just wish I could find someone to come here and pick me up, maybe in time my new friend will but I am not going to consider until we've talked some more, ME still the same so means I can't walk very far or be out to long.

10/23; I'm still considering the group thing, but apologies in advance as, since it looks like no one wants to buy me pro and I can't afford it, I am going to gradually delete my wedding dress catalogues, I need the space. I might keep a few of my faves.

07/23. After looking about I think maybe I ought to start my own group, Suffolk and even Norfolk girls don't seem to be very well catered for on flickr, can be quite isolated and I know there are quite a few of us. I'll think about it.

I'm starting this over. To try to make it simple. My feminine name is Marianna Julianna.

Currently 2023, writing a crime novel, and yes it does include transpeople, mostly getting murdered, but also one who helps find the killer. I may never finish it, last year I wrote 50,000 words of another, then just lost my way, this one I think I can finish though. If nothing else I enjoy trying.

I want to be clear I am not a sissy. I know some like to be sub like that but I do not. So get this understood, I AM NOT INTERESTED IN MEN. Got that, just read it again. I AM NOT INTERESTED IN MEN! I am not sub, I am not a sissy, I just have a strong feminine identity which I express when I can. I have no doubt there are those out there who look at me and imagine, probably while pleasuring themselves, getting under my skirts and petticoats etc and penetrating me etc, or me wrapping my red lips around their male organ, well I can't stop anyone imagining those things but believe me it will only ever be in your imagination.

I'm an early 60's t girl/crossdresser. tranny, femulator from Suffolk.. I've been dressing since I was 6 or 7 but with breaks sometimes a few months sometimes many years. I dress when I can, there are people who know of me but they seldom see Marianna in anything but pictures, generally only dress at home and in my style of dressing try to dress just as I perceive a feminine woman my age would and prefer classic styles over fashion. I am aiming on getting out when I can, also one day I expect to spend most of my time presenting as a woman but other things get in the way for now.

I have no interest in male genitalia, cancer took my bladder and nothing down there functions now, in fact I wish they'd taken those as well as they're a nuisance. I don't show mine even it's wasted shrivelled state, I don't want to see yours or anyone elses so if you have pictures of those on your page or more than maybe a suggestion of one in your favourites don't bother marking me as contact. Show a cock get a block! Yes I will block you, and you'll stay blocked.

After many years on here and with my website always hoping to find a woman who could share my world I have decided very little chance I will, but if you know anyone, Preferably a lady into firm control wear! A rich widow would be nice.

Also if you have nothing to share, please do not mark me as a contact. Favourite my pics if you like, no problem, but if you mark me as a contact I will block you, and you'll stay blocked. I make on occasional exceptions.

You have been warned, although I notice few people read this anyone who doesn't have only have themselves to blame.

That's it. Thank you if you have read this far, important words below.

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