the cloud glamorizing a resolute face of unkempt beauty.

the silence forewarns a perverse step of an intruder.

the drops of tears see a light of morality.

the ardent desire to find forever.

the maudlin grip of a search for trueness.

the genuine soul to deteriorate sanity.

the sight of profanity.

a whisper too loud to be heard.

a damsel, another dusk, a lost dream.

a bianca.

* bianxky.multiply.com (but most of the content are restricted to my contacts only).

* beeyanca.livejournal.com (hear my stories)

* facebook and friendster- modern_fairytales@yahoo.com

art is love. cinematography is life. cinema is soul.

i will annihilate and create films.

i will be a catalyst of change.

and i will land you down to smugness.

and as i immerse myself to an exactitude of a place and time, i will bring ELY with me. ELY (short for Federico Fellini) is my demarkation from momentary to retrospect, my intelligible eye to aesthetics and the others, my blood in which i languish with, my reality and my rhetoric, my mirth, my camera, my Canon 400d.

and i will forever adore every light that hits us. because the art of light, each strand, each ray, each strength is a self-inflicted mystique.

and i will never forsake my language, the language of camera and light, the language of cinema, the language of true art.

i have a tendency to fumble on things i value so much.

i love everything poignant. but i cringe and flinch whenever i am alone.

i gawk in space as i think of stories to share in my movies and hope to move people, or get them smitten.

i find euphoria in every art of lighting and in every expression of a shot.

i thrive in monumental stupidity whenever I get attached to someone.

i find hypocrisy a poison in every person's labyrinth.

my mundane egotism makes its own rules, own art, and own grandeur.

i write my words with my own definition of deviance and transience.

i appreciate profanity because sanity and goodness are overrated.

i am a dyed-in-a-wool romantic.

i love art. i love beauty and ugliness. i love change.

i love cinematography. i love the sea, the sky, the sunset, the sunrise, the stars and whatever connects them to us.

i love Piglet- he/she seems so divinely created. i love Pink, it has a lot of colors tangled in it. i love flip-flops, it reminds me of freedom.

i love mango. it gives me back my natural inclination to nationalism.

i love unrequited love affairs.

i just wanna dance and help myself get lost in rhythm, escape from harsh reality and drift away to the enormity of music.

i will annihilate and create movies.

i will be a catalyst of change.

i will take risks, i will be happy.