Lost soul

My medication is making me so moody. Up, down, up down... I'm all over the place. Exhausted and worn out.

 

Flickr has been good to me. You guys who I've been talking to on a regular basis are beyond awesome, but the pressure. This drive to keep everyone satisfied is breaking me down. I feel like nothing is good enough anymore, nothing is good enough for everyone. I can't stand this pressure. Explore is beginning to become a pain in the ass. I keep checking, hoping to see another picture "make it to the interestingness list." I hate that I see the same picture over and over again on the front page. I hate that real talent is overlooked, having been cast aside over a "hot, young thing". I'm sorry I've been letting you guys down. I just don't know what to do anymore.

 

I'm ranting. I'm hopelessly under the influence of my emotions. Uncontrollable, helpless...

 

I need a drink.

Done