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Dude idk what my deal is but jnstrhann mainly is such a Baka mode thing like etf dude I literally all I wanna do is inform my trusted kin and bros of my life and thoughts . So I delete every stranger as they follow me still I got 559 friends I guess ugh so stressful and like idk like I don’t care too much anyways and do what I want but it kinda hurts tbh it’s so like deep these days what’s on someone’s stupid gay flipping gram man. Yk. Probably a sign I’m surrounded by the wrong bakas. Nah I like being able to delete grom and snap most the time and go cunch mode and then hop back on and be city mode but wtf dude. So I really am just a lukewarm person then ah. What the fuck dude. So much Christians and Rosicrucians frown so frowningly at being LUKEWARM. 100% or nothing they say. So they say so they say. Occult wisdom and astral projection… black magic… so they say, so they say…. So they say. Well. There’s also like white magic up in that bitch dude. Plus everything really does just lead to the ultimate same destination. Spiritually wise anyways. Or also the thing that always point to buy beer XD. REEE. Frick a ligma . Baka ligma baka ligma. Flickr mainly kek cuz it’s all secret. I just wanna be secret maybe and not have ppl know stuff but I want some ppl to know stuff but maybe like only if they find it no cuz then it’s like nonconsensual in a cringe way. Hmmmmmmm. Well who’s to say. . Return key. I didn’t realize that me actually being SO BACK would include me being back to my old dusty ways phewwee dude that means I got 0 social mode in me for the same RHEC (raise hell eat cornbread)(implying go crazy reckless fun maxxing mode all the time) ppl hangout with all the time aka pretty much all my friends in Montana so I been going ghost mode fucking don’t fucking hit my phone bitch get hanged up on get ignored RAAA. NO. I DONT WANNA GO OUTSIDE AND PLAY. I’ve been doing that everyday in Montana, let a brodel read a damn ass book again and find a new music again and color and glue and organize garage clean washing machine make stick picture no I don’t want to hear STORIES BRO. And derive my own thoughts? Man I really just enjoy thoughts and concepts n shit so skip most the ligma ego story and tell me the moral ion wanna do it myself gaaaahhhh im so deprived (like SpongeBob and Patrick dried up in the SpongeBob movie) of “smart” ppl. Yk like intellectual I guess. IntellectualER people to talk about stuff besides just “dude bro my fuckin dude haha my truck exploded on a mountain 4 years ago it was crazy cuz and then dude omg and there was haha this guy he was so funny” idk . Now I sound like an asshole. I’m just sayin I need some goddan mfkn balance. I got Oscar he’s smart maxxing super ultra triple kebab fried tho. In Ohio rn. Josiah chill. Michael won’t hang with me cuz he has depression and he can’t fight it cuz he likes the rut or something too focused on looking for love which will save him he says. Dillon gone. Marley kinda chill to talk to but yk Marley always doing Marley stuff snowmobiling and snowboarding and working and hosting raves 48 hours a day. Anyways ya im like dying im dying im dying im dead (gg allin title not mine) but. Well no I’m living and actually like watering and not neglecting and dusting off my other parts of my self . So that’s gang shit. I read so much book and info today all over the place about all sorts. Finally. F I nally . Cooked broccoli too and the list I put at the top yk made the garage chill af. Don’t hmu dhmu dbml dhml Jesus fart Monkey brainz ya well I live real close to the coleg campus here and I’m 20 so I can just go there and make friends to talk bout stuff with like Lucas Belnap if you’re reading this; 1: my condolences this entry is annoying af probly like stressful kek na not to me. 2: i haven’t talked to anyone about the stuff i usually talk to u about in like . Idk if I can quantify that . Uhhh. A while. Austin Skeens my crew lead at least had like drive in life unlike anyone else but yk he ain’t sleep deprived or no nothin he’s straight af. Like indie granola millennial. So. . Return. Sparse. And ya ya write this in a book instead they say ,well I did write in my stupid little fucking book .since thanksgiving day . Have been. Just. typing is chiller and more kek and ya ya yaaaa yeah I got a notes app but i doubt im ever reading that shit again screens hurt my head as fuck. (As fuck is such a good fucking term/thing god who came up with that. As fuck lolllllllle) and plus so if I ain’t gonna read it someone in 14 years poking on Flickr who’s a lurker freak like me and most Flickr ppl might as well read it yaknow. Yaknow ya know. Like. Ya imagine if . Wait first. Also on Flickr desc it makes me have to keep it like esoteric and like PG kinda yk. Can’t get all nihilism mode or other stupid shit mode. Great filtration/curation method. Ya so imagine if Caleb Theis Maxwell (who had idfk 32-70 instagrom folkwrrz, but wrote the most mega epic poetry journal entry cursted chill shit ever on there. Now he’s perma deleted and idk like.) ok well some of his stuff like is in my brain still all these years later all the time. Like. From dust to dust, somewhere in between I found you.” And etc etc etc and imagine Kerouac never publicized /published (same word?) (no Kek chill) (I notice my excessive concussions have detrimental consequences on my thinking and cognitive everything ) his work like bruh that wtf would be so just ugh gay and horrible . Idk I say why not make shit findable if it’s searchable. Like imagine someone’s looking for Caleb Theis Maxwell or an opinion on lukewarm Christians and then they can search and find. Idk. Oh fuck. Oh god. Wait this is weird now. The interwebs gotten so big cuz it’s public that now we gotta have AI objects go thru it ALL and get a grounded balanced sufficient answer. So . Bruhhhhh. I don’t want AI ninjas going scanning thru my shit. Fuckass whatever don’t matter okay yep there it is that’s the threshold I have breached the . Idk. Anyways I reached the limit . No. Crossed the line of THhinking too much. Time to go to slep gonna have epic dreams

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