like_shipwrecks
Day 23
I didn't realise how draining this move was going to be. Not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. It's just now starting to kick in that I'm leaving.
I've never been on my own before. And not just on my own, 1,500 miles away from my parents and on my own.
And I've fallen so far in love with Tammy and the kids that it's just killing me that I have to leave them. We're a team, best friends, sisters. Her and those kids make me a better person. They basically brought me back to life after being a zombie for years.
It's very bittersweet. I've been so focused on missing my home in Maryland and my family out there that I didn't realise that I'd found a home and made a family here too.
I don't want it to seem like I'm complaining. I got what I've been wanting for years - to go back East. I just didn't know it would be so hard. I'm SO happy for the chance to finally move on with my life and make something of myself. I just wish I could take them all with me.
Day 23
I didn't realise how draining this move was going to be. Not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. It's just now starting to kick in that I'm leaving.
I've never been on my own before. And not just on my own, 1,500 miles away from my parents and on my own.
And I've fallen so far in love with Tammy and the kids that it's just killing me that I have to leave them. We're a team, best friends, sisters. Her and those kids make me a better person. They basically brought me back to life after being a zombie for years.
It's very bittersweet. I've been so focused on missing my home in Maryland and my family out there that I didn't realise that I'd found a home and made a family here too.
I don't want it to seem like I'm complaining. I got what I've been wanting for years - to go back East. I just didn't know it would be so hard. I'm SO happy for the chance to finally move on with my life and make something of myself. I just wish I could take them all with me.