Jeanique
"Absence of fear" 365 days photo 224
Inside my skin there is this space
It twists and turns
It bleeds and aches
Inside my heart there's an empty room
It's waiting for lightning
It's waiting for you
And I am wanting
And I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear
Muscle and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in, for
I am wanting
And I am needing of you here
Inside the absence of fear
there is this hunger
This restlessness inside of me
and it knows that you're no stranger
you're my gravity
My hands will adore you through all darkness aim
They will lay you out in moonlight
And reinvent your name
For I am wanting you
And I am needing you here
I need you near
Inside the absence of fear
Jewel - Absence of fear
This is just not my day, or maybe week, who knows. I promissed myself yesterday, before falling asleep to stay in bed today as long as I could. So I did, till 14:30. Then I jumped out to clean the house. But getting dressed was already too much to ask. So I didn't do anything except waiting for the postman. I had a text message yesterday that my order had been send. But I thought it was a mistake 'cause I hadn't ordered anything. So I asked Emiel, what it was about, and he said that it was a mistake. He bought me a birthday present, but didn't checked the phonenumber and because I ordered something from that website before my phone number was still in their system. But the postman was really late. And I really needed to get out of the house. Emiel was working late. Just when I decided to go, at 21:00, the doorbell ring. Postman, with present. I placed it on the table and had a really long walk with Benthe. I found a really nice, for me, new trail. And it was so nice to just walk and watch Benthe having the time of her life :) Fresh air, birds singing, no people...
I pointed out a heron to Benthe. And we were watching it several minutes. Benthe just sat still and just watched. I made a film of it with my mobile phone, but the card crashed so I don't have it anymore. When Emiel got home at 22:15 he said: Happy birthday sweety, and gave me the present. My birthday is next week (20th of may), I don't like my birthday. So it's an early birthday present from him and his mother :) it totally made my day, 'cause it's the lens I've wanted for such a long time!!! I'm totally loving it!! I took this photo with it.
"Absence of fear" 365 days photo 224
Inside my skin there is this space
It twists and turns
It bleeds and aches
Inside my heart there's an empty room
It's waiting for lightning
It's waiting for you
And I am wanting
And I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear
Muscle and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
My bones call to you
In their separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in, for
I am wanting
And I am needing of you here
Inside the absence of fear
there is this hunger
This restlessness inside of me
and it knows that you're no stranger
you're my gravity
My hands will adore you through all darkness aim
They will lay you out in moonlight
And reinvent your name
For I am wanting you
And I am needing you here
I need you near
Inside the absence of fear
Jewel - Absence of fear
This is just not my day, or maybe week, who knows. I promissed myself yesterday, before falling asleep to stay in bed today as long as I could. So I did, till 14:30. Then I jumped out to clean the house. But getting dressed was already too much to ask. So I didn't do anything except waiting for the postman. I had a text message yesterday that my order had been send. But I thought it was a mistake 'cause I hadn't ordered anything. So I asked Emiel, what it was about, and he said that it was a mistake. He bought me a birthday present, but didn't checked the phonenumber and because I ordered something from that website before my phone number was still in their system. But the postman was really late. And I really needed to get out of the house. Emiel was working late. Just when I decided to go, at 21:00, the doorbell ring. Postman, with present. I placed it on the table and had a really long walk with Benthe. I found a really nice, for me, new trail. And it was so nice to just walk and watch Benthe having the time of her life :) Fresh air, birds singing, no people...
I pointed out a heron to Benthe. And we were watching it several minutes. Benthe just sat still and just watched. I made a film of it with my mobile phone, but the card crashed so I don't have it anymore. When Emiel got home at 22:15 he said: Happy birthday sweety, and gave me the present. My birthday is next week (20th of may), I don't like my birthday. So it's an early birthday present from him and his mother :) it totally made my day, 'cause it's the lens I've wanted for such a long time!!! I'm totally loving it!! I took this photo with it.