you were not my love at first sight ... #Brooklyn
You were not my love at first sight ... but the strongest #Brooklyn ... I’m going over the things (before moving) I’ve collected over the years from 2000’s. Who was that person? I don’t know her !! Never was happy or excited over things, or appreciative. Never appreciated the good life gave me. And would never see good or kindness even if it hit me between the eyes. Life was monotonous or maybe it was the pain I carried inside me since 1998 when my mom’s condition got worse. School, late hours of work, family struggles. I never loved even when I thought I did. Always waited for some magic to come along & turn my life upside down. The past 7 years turned me upside down. I became someone else. One morning realized that I love Brooklyn & it’s every piece of memory. Few years after my grandma got diagnosed with Alzheimer’s I realized I’ve never really told her how important she was to me. Never told her how much I loved her or how much she meant to me. It’s scary now that we can spent our entire lives not saying how we really feel because of misunderstanding or pride. Maybe it’s just me or we all go through different experiences of growing up. Maybe it was outside forces, years or just the change inside me but I know it’s never to late to give up or give in and change 💖
you were not my love at first sight ... #Brooklyn
You were not my love at first sight ... but the strongest #Brooklyn ... I’m going over the things (before moving) I’ve collected over the years from 2000’s. Who was that person? I don’t know her !! Never was happy or excited over things, or appreciative. Never appreciated the good life gave me. And would never see good or kindness even if it hit me between the eyes. Life was monotonous or maybe it was the pain I carried inside me since 1998 when my mom’s condition got worse. School, late hours of work, family struggles. I never loved even when I thought I did. Always waited for some magic to come along & turn my life upside down. The past 7 years turned me upside down. I became someone else. One morning realized that I love Brooklyn & it’s every piece of memory. Few years after my grandma got diagnosed with Alzheimer’s I realized I’ve never really told her how important she was to me. Never told her how much I loved her or how much she meant to me. It’s scary now that we can spent our entire lives not saying how we really feel because of misunderstanding or pride. Maybe it’s just me or we all go through different experiences of growing up. Maybe it was outside forces, years or just the change inside me but I know it’s never to late to give up or give in and change 💖